It was on October 2015 Khloe Kardashian abandoned everything to rush to the bedside of her estranged life partner Lamar Odom.
After a year, and the verity star has apparently moved on. But in spite of her obvious happiness, she is still battling with her memories of that disastrous day. 'This is a really hard day for Khloe,' cried the 32-year-old woman on the anniversary of Lamar's collapse.
With or without a man by Khloe's shoulder, Oct. 16 was going to be a difficult day for the 32-year-old reality starlet - it marks the year's observance of when her estranged husband Lamar Odom was found nearly lifeless after his excessive intake of drugs and alcohol in Las Vegas. Khloe was one of the first people to rush to Lamar's side, and aided him through the phenomenal recovery process which doctors never foreseen for the former NBA icon. Even though being separated from Lamar at the time, Khloe said it was one of the horrific days of her life to see her ex in a near-death position.
While we're sure Tristan, 25, would have no difficulty helping Khloe as she recollects the heartbreaking instants of that ominous day last year, we can't accuse her for not wanting to imply Tristan in such an acute day. The pair informedly just made their relationship private, and things are evidently going great...Khloe wouldn't want her history to get in the way of that!
As an NBA player, though, we wouldn't be amazed if Tristan knew quite a bit about Lamar's glut even before he started dating Khloe. Members of the NBA society were also majorly affected by Lamar's brush with death, so Oct. 16 could be a waxwork day for Tristan and his fellow co-stars too. Or at the least possible, Tristan probably comprehends why Khloe might be a little bit cold on a day like this.
Despite her concerns for her ex, Khloe did her best to cope up and eventually move on - starting a new relationship with NBA player Tristan Thompson.
But that doesn't mean she was able to take it that easy.
Says the source: 'She has been to a few Al Anon meetings to learn how to 'detach with love.'"
The collapse had lasting outcomes for Lamar's health, and Khloe remains frightened that it could happen again.
She admitted lately on her show Keeping Up With The Kardashians: "I've been so worried about Lamar."
"I just want to keep him around positive people. I am so conflicted. I want the best for Lamar, but with everything going on lately there's not a lot of trust there."